Calm In The Eye Of The Storm

I didn't quite have the courage to feel joy today, but I did feel an inexplicable calm in the eye of the storm. It felt kind of like when you haven't got the strength to fight any more and you just give up and feel relief ...even peaceful somehow. I can't say the sadness is gone, nor the fear, but I do feel that God is in control. I feel resigned to His plan. That doesn't sound very victorious or conquering, but it's where I feel God wants me. He wants me to realize that I have nothing to bring to the table, that I can do nothing on my own steam, that it is 100% all Him. And that's how I feel right now. Helpless, powerless, vulnerable. He should be able to do some of His best work with me!